I filled my old watering can up at the new tap that I had installed just that afternoon. The old one had dripped horribly and no amount of elbow grease or washers would stop the leak. There wasn't a problem that I couldn't tackle, so I set to the task and fixed it myself. Water droplets glistened off of the old tin, as I slaked the thirst of my precious ferns. I surveyed my gardens, looking to see which of my other beloved plants needed a drink, when my eyes drifted past the road at the bottom of my mossy front steps. A car was jerking to a stop. I set the watering can down on the ledge at the top of the stairs, as I walked by it. I stared forlornly at the car on the curb. Not again. Its dented fender and chipped paint bespoke of distraction and disregard. Nothing had changed. I saw the disheveled figure behind the driver's seat desperately straightening errant hair and checking lipstick. Like it mattered. The fact that she was here spoke volumes. No amount of rouge or hairspray could hide the fact that it had happened again. I sighed as I descended the steps towards her rusted old Buick. How many more years would she get out of it, I wondered. As many years as she could push.
"That's quite the bruise that you are going to end up with," I stated.
I had reached the curb just as she was unfolding her long legs from the rumpled interior. I saw pain, fear, sorrow and anger flash across her face before she quickly replaced it with a look of surprise and nonchalance.
"I... I bumped into the cupboard door," she replied hastily. "It's nothing."
A smile splashed across her face, as she flung her arms open. I couldn't help but think that it looked rehearsed.
"Are you going to greet me or not Sis?!" she pouted with a smirk.
A crooked smile crept across my tired eyes. I loved her so much it hurt, especially at moments like this. I knew that snippets of the story would emerge over the next few days. The images would be glossed with her mistakes, her failings and all that she could and should have done. I hated her in these moments. Not because she had let it happen, but because she could not stop it from happening, and I let her go back again and again. I felt I failed her as much as she failed herself and of course HIM. His name was always spit through my teeth. It didn't help. I offered sanctuary, reprieve, a new beginning... but when the phone rang after she had been there for several days it was always the same. He apologized, said he loved her and that it would never happen again. Things would be different; better. But her battered old Buick kept on showing up on my curb again and again. I kept wondering how much more it could take. Or her. Or me. There did not seem to be an easy fix to this problem. No washer to ebb the tide.
With hugs and tears, I watched the beaten up old car pull away from the curb. She had been here for almost a week this time. I thought that I had gotten through to her somehow. I hoped that maybe she would be able to find her own feet, but her taillights blinked as she turned the corner. I brushed the tear that quietly crept toward my chin with the back of my hand. I glanced down at my weathered skin. Water. Yes. I climbed back up my mossy steps and picked up the watering can that I had abandoned the week before. Only a week, and yet my ferns had already started to grow over the empty vessel. They were trying to hide the dents and battle scars. I sighed again.
"Perhaps tomorrow will be a new day," I mused as I filled the watering can and returned to the ferns that shaded my heart from the hurt that seemed never to heal.
This is in response to the prompt over at Magpie Tales. Go check it out and see what others have to offer.
Katherine, I love this story. I always find it so interesting to see the directions a mind can wander from a prompt. Rather fascinating, the many different ideas that can sprout from the same seed...
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Oh the things we put ourselves and others through!
ReplyDeletethe forgiveness of the ferns for being forgotten-
" It's OK water us now-"
Sisters! We have love / hate relationships ~ most of us I think. I really enjoyed the way you used the watering can in your Magpie ~ and also loved the fact that there was no challenge you wouldn't or couldn't handle.
ReplyDeletesmiles. a wonderful write...i am glad you were there for her...we can not force people to see the world they have fallen into and what it is doing to them...and that hurts at times...
ReplyDeletenice magpie,
ReplyDeletea new day is your theme,
hopeful and enthusiastic,
have fun!
The story sounds so real, and I can relate.
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I believe a lot of brain washing goes on in these relationships. I have a good friend who is in an abusive marriage and all I can do for her is be here, when she needs me. She knows she needs to get out, but the fear he's instilled in her, and her sense of worthlessness, is greater than her wish to escape.
ReplyDeleteYou've written this so very well.
Excellent...I Love how you created the relationship, power of emotion, and imagery in this one.
ReplyDeleteThe comment above by Charles is mine...sorry it had me signed in on another account (somebody used my laptop!).
ReplyDeleteWow... Beautifully written...
ReplyDelete"No washer to ebb the tide."
"..the ferns that shaded my heart from the hurt..."
Love these lines....
Right. It will never happen again. Famous, NOT last words. Not last because they get repeated next time. And next time. And next time. And...
ReplyDeleteoh my-you tried to nurture and water your sister...but she returns to the drought
ReplyDeleteWell written
I enjoyed this. It was a hard subject, but you did it well.
ReplyDeleteOutstanding post, dear lady!
ReplyDeleteBeautifully and sensitively written.
Love how you began with the fern and ended then with the fern. Great symbolism!
Hope you're having a super Saturday!
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I thank you all so much for such positive feedback. This is a work of fiction, but I know that it is often a story of truth told too many times over. I was surprised when the prompt led me in this direction, but am happy with how it ended up playing out. If only relationships were as easy to fix as a leaky tap or by adding a little water for nourishment. Bless you all for stopping by.
ReplyDeleteExcellent tale - and you are right - if only relationships could be mended as easily as a broken mechanical part.
ReplyDeleteOh this was so sad but does happen.
ReplyDeleteI loved this line... the ferns that shaded my heart from the hurt..."
Beautifully written
*Thank you Tumblewords. Sad, but true.
ReplyDelete*Oh Christine, I liked that line too! Thanks for stopping by.
A very moving piece.
ReplyDeleteThat was an excellent story and fine writing and symbolism. It is wonderful how we all have either similar or different approaches to the same prompt. I love it. I is similar to yours, and I had not idea how it would end when I started to write. So glad I came by. Blessings
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*I appreciate you stopping by and offering your kind words Sue J.
ReplyDelete*Thank you so much for popping by daylily. I will have to go check out yours and see how our minds interwove through the prompt.
Powerful Magpie. Sadly, these kinds of situations are all too common.
ReplyDeleteThanks willow. I actually surprised myself with the direction that I went with on this, but it just flowed out of me.
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